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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

HOW DID YOU LIKE BEING THE OLDEST, MIDDLE,OR YOUNGEST CHILD?

HOW DID YOU LIKE BEING THE OLDEST, MIDDLE OR YOUNGST CHILD?

well this is easy enough, i fall into all those catagories, and the one left out as wel: THE ONLY CHILD.

HOW DID I LIKE IT?:

i never have. hated being an only child. i had very few friends because of where we lived. there wernt alot of children in the building as it was a building designated for doctors and nurses whom worked at the hosptial across the street (NATIONAL INSITIUTES OF HEALTH).

i wanted my mom to get marreid and have anothe child, but she never did.

it became a problme emotionaly for me when she passed away. i felt so isolated and alone, even tho i had an aunt and several cousins and thier signifigant others in the hospital after she passed away. they wernt CLOSE to me like a family is. and i desired that so much from life.

my son lives with the same issue as well. hes an only child. im 40, i dont have long to try to give him a sibling. and hes getting almost too old to appreciate a sibling anyway. hes 12 now, 13 this summer.

MICHELLE

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